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My Break From Being A Runner

Just in case anyone wanted to know how my Sunday morning went; I tried to brew coffee without the coffee. πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

Honestly, that pretty much sums up my week. I ran a grand total of one time this week and that was a whopping two miles. Mostly because I’ve been sick and for a while there anytime I attempted to do anything physically active that seemed to make it worse. So on Thursday after my one very short run this week I decided that I was done for this week and I was going to take a break from being s runner. If that makes any sense? Hahaha it made sense to me anyway.

(Which is why there is no weekly recap this week. I really don’t have much to recap. πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ)

So on Friday Luke and o did our usual every-other-Friday routine. He played 18 holes of golf in the morning and I road along with him in the golf cart (which was the fastest cart on this side of the Mississippi! πŸ˜‰). Then we went grocery shopping, ran some errands, and other random boring adult stuff, then we went to a second golf course. πŸ˜‚

The second course we went to is a walking course, which is a lot less fun after riding around in the fastest cart on this side of the Mississippi all morning, and I actually played at this one! We only did 9 holes though. I was hoping the physical activity would help clear out my nose and chest and make me feel a little better, but honestly I ended up feeling worse by the time we were done. But I did get a SpongeBob ball that day, so obviously that made things a little better. πŸ˜‰

At this point I was just so done. I was tired of being sick, tired of not running. But also tired of always being worried about running and training for races and trying to improve my fitness and all of that fun stuff. Stressed about the job search and kinda bummed about the fact that I’m probably going to end up working at the Clorox plant here in town. Which in and of itself isn’t bad. But the having to work 12 hour shifts overnight is going to be a tough transition for me.

So I did something that I rarely ever do anymore. I got two bottles of wine and drank on on Friday night and the other last night. That’s two evenings in a row that I spent pleasantly buzzed on wine stuffing my face with whatever I wanted and just completely ignoring all of the things that have been causing me stress lately. It was kind of nice, actually.

There was definitely wine in that mug. πŸŽƒπŸ˜‚

Honestly I couldn’t tell you the last time I drank two nights in a row. I don’t drink very often anymore and especially not a couple of nights in a row like that. Mostly because I just don’t feel great afterwards and that makes running hard. That or I just don’t run after a night of drinking. But like I said before, I was taking a break from being a runner. πŸ˜‰

So I spent my weekend attempting to read the last book in Stephen King’s The Dark Tower series. I say attempting because finishing a series is always hard. Especially when you’ve already read it many many times and you know stuff that’s about to happen and how it’s ends. I kind of hate how this series ends. Mostly because it’s not the ending I wanted. πŸ˜‚ The problem is the ending makes so much sense and it’s kind of perfect. So I guess that’s what makes it so good. I’m not ready for it to end for the 19th (anyone see what I did there πŸ˜‰) time yet so I’ve been slowly making su way through it. πŸ˜‚

In my procrastination of finishing this book series I’ve fallen waaay into a Weezer and Fall Out Boy rabbit hole. Two bands I haven’t really exploded much since high school. Except I do often get nostalgic and listen to their songs that I liked from way back when, but now I’ve been listening to their “new to me” stuff. Hahaha ever since the Hella Mega tour with Weezer, Fall Out Boy, and Green Day was announced all I’ve been listening to has been those three bands. πŸ˜‚

Ah man, I’d love too see a show on the Hella Mega tour, but at this point it’s looking like the closest they’re actually coming to me is Chicago which is like 8 and a half hours away from me. Under other circumstances and if I had the money I’d be willing to travel farther than that to see show on this tour, but I kinda hate Chicago (been there once and I never want to go back πŸ˜‚) and don’t really want to go there. Plus it’s at Wrigley Field and as a person from the St. Louis area and therefore and obligated Cardinals fan, I feel like I’m not allowed to get there unless it’s to see the Cards play against the Cubs. πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‚ (That is a joke my friends! For real though I just wouldn’t want to travel to Chicago. πŸ˜‰)

So for now I guess I’m just going to have to be content with YouTube videos and people live streaming shows on Instagram. Hahaha that’s always better than nothing!

Anyway, back to what I was originally talking about, my weekend was spent putting more time and energy into the other things that I love and not worrying about the fact that I only ran two miles this week, or that in 8 weeks I’m running two half marathons in two days (yikes!), and how poorly I feel like this whole training cycle has gone so far. I took a break from all of that and I think it was much needed!!

Today I focused on eating better and re-hydrating. I definitely needed to do that! But for the most part I spent my day listening to the And That’s Why We Drink podcast and cleaning, doing chores around the house, and just kinda reveling in the last day I’m giving myself to not be a runner. Tomorrow I’ll go back to being a runner and attempting to salvage my training somehow (and worrying about getting a job and all of that fun stuff) but not today. Today was a chill, kick back and relax while occasionally cleaning stuff kinda day. A good way to wrap up my little break from everything, I think. 😊

Happy Sunday, everyone!

~Ashley

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Friday Fives: Songs I Like To Sing Loudly And Badly When No One Is Around

Guys! Jeez!! Why haven’t I done a Friday Fives in about 8 billion years?!?!?

Ok, maybe it hasn’t been 8 billion years, but it’s been a while and that’s kinda no fun. Sometimes coming up with topics, or 5 different things I want to talk about can be hard, but I still enjoy doing this posts. Especially since I like to keep it super broad, instead of just limited myself to “Friday Favorites” like a lot of other people like to do. Haha it gives me a little more wiggle room to talk about pretty much anything I want. πŸ˜‰ I like to ramble about random things, if you haven’t noticed. Haha but that’s more exciting than only talking about running all the time. Or at least I think so.

Anyways, instead of running I wanted to talk about another one of my favorite subjects; music!! Specifically, songs that I like to sing loudly and badly to myself. I know there’s no way I’m the only one who likes to do this!!! I mean, sometimes when I’m home alone I just can’t help but belt out some of my favorite songs. And really the only reason that it’s bad is because I have absolutely no talent for singing whatsoever. πŸ˜‚ But dammit if I don’t enjoy doing it!!

So, here are 5 songs that I just can’t help singing along to, loudly and badly, when no one is around. Sometimes awful dance moves may or may not accompany this little hobby of mine. But that’s something that’s gonna stay between me, myself, and I. πŸ˜‰

1. Saturday Night –Β  Misfits

OOOOOOOO OOOOOO Whoaaaaaaoooooooooo noooooooo oooooooooh THERE’S 52 WAYS TO MURDER ANYONE, ONE OR TWO ARE THE SAME, AND THEY BOTH WORK AS WELL. I’M COMING CLEAN FOR AMY, JULIE DOESN’T SCREAM AS WELL……I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU, THERE WAS SOMETHING I FORGOT TO SAY, I WAS CRYING ON A SATURDAY NIGHT…….

I desperately want to put this song on one of my running playlists, but I don’t trust myself…the second those oooooo’s start I can’t help but sing along. And I’m not entirely sure that this is a good song to be belting out in public. I don’t think all of the very friendly, but a little bit older, and kinda old fashioned people who live in my neighborhood would appreciate me yelling “there’s 52 ways to murder anyone” or “now I’m watching, watching you die”. Especially the ladies at the Baptist church that I often run by. I get disproving looks from them sometimes. My guess is it’s the tattoo’s, facial piercing, and dyed hair. So I’m thinking they wouldn’t appreciate this song….

(I feel like I need to mention that I’m actually on really friendly terms with a lot of the people I see on a regular basis when I’m out running/walking dogs/whatever. A good majority of the people I live near really are older and kind of old fashioned (I live in a small town in a kinda rural part of Kansas, so that’s unsurprising), but they’re all super nice and I enjoy talking to a lot of them. I just don’t think they’d appreciate the Misfits like I do hahaha.)

2. Sugar We’re Going Down – Fall Out Boy

I was 14 years old when this song came out. Jeez Louise I can’t believe this song is so old… Do you guys remember back in the day when punk/pop punk/emo/that basic genre was super cool. Everyone loved it and was super into everything that went with it. Like, everyone I went to grade school with wore skateboard shoes (guilty! I has a sweet pair of Etnies.). Safety pins. So many safety pins. Every girl had a crush on Billie Joe Armstrong, Brendon Urie, Pete Wentz, and that dude from Sum 41. We all watched Jackass and every guy wanted to be Johnny Knoxville or Bam Margera. We all argued about who’s music tastes were better and adamantly denied that we liked country music (even though we were all brought up on it). We brought our GameBoys and Pokemon cards to school (my class actually got all of that banned from my school hahaha) and battled/traded Pokemon at recess. Our school had skate nights at a local roller rink where we all showed off our sick roller blade moves, played wipe out and did the Cha Cha Slide, and ate frozen pickle juice (it was a thing at this roller rink!). We all thought we were a bunch of bad ass 8th graders, but really we were just a bunch of Midwestern kids who went to a private, Lutheran school in Illinois and didn’t know shit about the world. Those were the days…

So yeah, this song brings out the 14 year old girl in me, and I love it. Also, I like to think that my 14 year old self would think that me now at 26 is pretty freaking cool. πŸ˜‰

3. Come On Eileen –Β Dexys Midnight Runners

How can you now?!?!? That’s literally all I’ve got for this one. How can you not?!? Such a good song. πŸ™‚

4. She’s Out Of Her Mind – Blink-182

Fun fact; I’ve literally never listened to an entire Blink -182 album. Actually, as a general rule, I don’t exactly like Blink-182. Now, you might be wondering “But Ashley, doesn’t Blink-182 sound a lot like Green Day??”. Yeah, I guess, kinda. And that’s kinda part of my problem with them. Mostly it’s just that I’ve seen a few interviews with Tom Delonge and I don’t know man, there’s just something about him that I find ridiculously off putting. I don’t know, I’m just not a fan…

That being said, I listen to quite a few Blink-182 songs for someone who doesn’t exactly like them haha. And when there new album came out in 2016 I found this song and was pretty much hooked. Now I can’t stop listening to it. It gets stuck in my head all the time. I find myself singing it a lot. I’m not supposed to like Blink-182! Send help!!! πŸ˜‰

(I know that my bias against them is kind of unfair and a little bit ridiculous, but dammit there’s just something about this band that I absolutely hate and I’ve yet to take the time to figure out what)

5. Oh Sherry -Steve PerryΒ 

*lots of dramatic arm flailing* OH SHERRY OUR LOVE HOOOOOLDS ON HOOOOOLDS ON!!!

Haha I find most 80’s music to be super cliche and over dramatic. But that’s what makes it so much fun right? πŸ˜‰ But seriously, how can you hear the refrain of this song and not want to sing along? Because I find it to be very necessary hahah.

Ok seriously though, I know I can’t be the only one who does stuff like this. What songs do you absolutely have to sing along to when you’re alone??